** If I am not Meant to live with you** tell me now than Im wasTing my**Lifetime on You

Sunday, August 31, 2008

There are piles of work on my document tray, but i jus cant be bothered...
I am having this "Malas" mode....its pasted everywhere on my face...
I am sitting on this chair, surfing the internet the whole day....
(tapi blind spot kene baik..... boss datang cepat2 buat keje dok.*evil grin*)

I pushed aside all the work......hoping that the malas mode will end by tomorrow..then, i will have today's work plus tomorrow's work altogether... *pffft*

What I want now is to go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
nak balikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....

if only i own dis bank...i would have picked up my bag..... and go home....rite now....rite at this time!!!

{♥} 9:07 PM{♥}

im not sure if this is a prolong situation...but im hoping that its not and everyting will be ok by december....*sigh*

Im keeping my fingers crossed....but, if by december, situation is still like dat....we're gonna have to divert our honeymoon to " L." ( back to square one ).....

aniwae...maybe ' L ' is not bad afterall....what matters most is that I am with the person that I

longed to be with....place dont realli matter...its the companion that matters most... ( am i for real?!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH ..ok ok, im trying to make myself feel better)...

kite merancang,....tuhan menentukan....we were supposed to put our downpayment this month. :(

b........i nak go Phuket....... *sob sob*

Latest news (extract frm Channel News Asia)
Six flights bound for Phuket from Singapore were cancelled on Saturday as the Thai airport remains closed after protesters stormed it on Friday.

And SilkAir said some 600 of its passengers remain stranded at the popular beach resort.

A day after anti—government protesters began camping out on the tarmac, Phuket airport authorities said more than 100 flights have been cancelled, including 25 on international routes, leaving 15,000 passengers stranded.

Thailand closed three airports at the beach resorts of Phuket, Krabi and Hat Yai on Friday after protesters stormed the Phuket International Airport.

The airport protests came as thousands of activists laid siege to government offices in Bangkok, calling for Prime Minister Samak Sundaravej to resign.

Rail travel in the country has also been disrupted.

In Singapore, some passengers are now unsure about their travel plans. — CNA/ir

( is that last statement meant for me?)

{♥} 2:32 AM{♥}

Saturday, August 30, 2008

yesterday, went to meet the baju pantin designer at marsiling...it was great...he(the designer) was warm....and everything is ok...

i said i want simple simple....and he said 'takde maksud simple2 girl..... simple2 is not in my dictionary..." kekekekeke. i smiled.

choose and choose and choose....

I kept asking fairul if he's ok with this and that...and all he said is... he will be happy as long as he see the smile on my face....
Ouh darling....... u melt me.....

but in other words oso, it kind of mean = I-dont-realli-know-how-to-value-these-beautiful-clothes.-i-leave-it-all-to-you.

haha..

I knew it.

{♥} 1:27 AM{♥}

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

will be taking half day leave on friday...... to meet kak ana@marsiling...

Cant wait to pick our clothes....yey!!!

.

{♥} 11:55 PM{♥}

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

the heart is thumping hard...adrenaline rush.....the mind is not here...im typing rite now..however, the mind is not heeere....

in the name of Allah..i realli realli saw a black cat jumping from the kitchen cabinet to the toilet..but its not there...nowhere to be found...

i was about to enter the kitchen, when i saw a black cat....jumping from the kitchen cabinet, to the toilet area..... I Screamed...cos our house never had a pet.. the sister came out, and said "eh...u dun scare me..kau biar betul" i said.."im realli realli sure"...i stand like the statue of liberty in front of the kitchen...

but when we search, there's no sign of the cat? AM i hallucinating..? Cant be....cos I am on the phone with fairul......when I SCREAMED.... and put down the phone.

eh wait...what am i typing..cerita aku berbalik balik ke ni?? nevermind.

aniwae, my house is on the first floor...maybe a cat had mistakenly panjat the house? mite be...first floor pe.. isit just my illusion..? but im very sure...i saw it...a black cat.....

this is my first time experiencing....after 23 years living in this house..

{♥} 2:47 AM{♥}

Monday, August 11, 2008

mood swings...mood swings..... mood swings....

grrrrr~

b... sori u become my punching bag sumtimes...i will make it up to u ok..... tsk tsk....~

{♥} 5:22 PM{♥}

{♥} 5:17 PM{♥}

Friday, August 08, 2008

Took leave yesterday...and went for registration at ROMM.

Quite crowded eh, maybe due to the date '08.08.08'... people are all rushing to get married on the date..maybe cause of the unique date...its easier for people who get solemnised to remember sepanjang hayat mereka.

as for us, we dont care much of the date...what matter most is, both our dreams are insyalla coming true one by one..

queue was madness, and people are getting angrier and grumbled cause of the slow services.I wont say much la...cos aniwae, there's only one person at the registration counter servicing the whole snake-queue..those hot-headed ones were nagging and membebels and whatever la...

i listened to the membebels and anger yesterday like radio rosak...nothing much to say wat, its not like the service is getting more better...so took out my hand lotion and moisture the skin to kill time.

and As we are queueing up for the registration yesterday, looked each other in the eyes, and finally... we both said , "this is it...the first step to the Day..."

i smiled ...and applied my lotion somemore..

reached the counter,the man asked us for our NRIC, so I took out mine...and guess wat fairul took out.... Haisss..

he took out his POSB mastercard, and gave to the man with full blardy confidence.. and not realising it, cos he was busy talking to the man.

haha. i was about to give him the look...the FAIRUL!-CAN-U-PLEASE-DO-IT-AND-LISTEN-TO-Instructions-PROPERLY-FOR-ONCE?! look.

but then, i remind myself again that he's my fiance and my future husband, i smiled and laugh it off.. just like the man did.... the man said " eh, takkan awak nak kasi saya duit awak "....

pfffttt~

{♥} 8:03 PM{♥}

Sunday, August 03, 2008

i cant wait for this friday..cos i wont be working..took a day leave....to spend more time with someone...and there are some matters that need to be settle i guess..whatever it is..i am soo looking forward....!! bebeh, we go IKEA Tampines ok!! hehehe..

back to work story,alhamdulilah...my attendance is good so far...i still have plenty of leave to clear..haha.but takle ckp besar...cos as the wedding is near, i mite have to take leaves and all...or or...who knows i mite fall sick...

hais....now head is aching...i hope i am sick tomorow, so i can take mc for a good reason..wakakakkaa...

ok la...better stop now...

{♥} 11:52 PM{♥}