** If I am not Meant to live with you** tell me now than Im wasTing my**Lifetime on You
Tuesday, January 31, 2006

cant wait for today..
gonna have our belated 5th anniversary celebration...
at B*R*e*E*K*s..yippeeee...
its been a long time since i ate there..

been searching high and low for the digi cam..
but nowhere to be found..
haiyooo...
suppose to go andalus admiralty and geylang before meeting him...but then...haissss....so malas..therefore,i cancelled andalus admiralty.
i think im underpaid lar at andalus..hehe..

im looking for other part time jobs to fill in my empty schedule..
but WAITTTTT~!!! i think not realli empty schedule lar...cos,i have the lovely FINAL YEAR PROJECT>..shucksss~!!!!

{♥} 5:08 PM{♥}

Saturday, January 28, 2006

aniwae...
my mum is so funny larr..

i was being a total pest lar yesterday...keep asking her stuffs..
hehe..
then i asked her...
"mak mane roti john???!!!!" - i was hungry lar..i tot there;s stil leftovers in the kitchen..
and she said... " roti john da balik amerika..."..
gosh.. Watever mak!Hahahahahahha.....

{♥} 5:25 PM{♥}

seems like few days oredi i havent blog..
haha..
well,nothing interesting telah happen...
a bit bored..
dear is back...but he cant ask me out cos he still cant walk far..

he's so sweet cos everyday he gave me a morning call for solat subuh...haha..just the typical fairul.
aniwae,i appreciate ur morning calls.

syg...dun forget to bekam ur eyes k..i tink mata tu kene adjust kasi kecik sikit..huahuahua...

{♥} 5:22 PM{♥}

Monday, January 23, 2006

JUst wen i tot I shud relax and not worry too much about u at Malaysia..
U met with an accident(motor and car)...............

Im in class rite now...and i cant concentrate..keep tinking of ur well-being there..
are u alrite baby..
Feels like crying my hearts out..(U know how much im hurt wen u'r hurt..how much im sad wen u'r sad)
but tears came out only in my heart....look relax on the outside..juz the normal abby..

if i can fly rite now to be with u..
rite now...
rite now...........

yes frens...its ur buddy fairul that im talking about.

{♥} 11:33 PM{♥}

He's Absolutely Committed to You!

Your guy is committed to you, as if you were alraedy married
And hopefully, you show the same commitment to him
While you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things out
If the two of you aren't serious, you will be soon
So start secretly planning your wedding
It may happen sooner than you think!





Men See You As Choosy



Men notice you light years before you notice them

You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky

You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter

It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait




You Are a Feminine Beauty!



You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him

You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion

This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers

You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

{♥} 9:26 PM{♥}

He's Absolutely Committed to You!

Your guy is committed to you, as if you were alraedy married
And hopefully, you show the same commitment to him
While you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things out
If the two of you aren't serious, you will be soon
So start secretly planning your wedding
It may happen sooner than you think!
Will He Commit?

{♥} 9:26 PM{♥}

Ur the Biggest inspiration in my life~the light that shines in darkness~

Thanx for ur support and love...sori to have woke u up early morning..seeking sympathy from u...
Ur just one in a million ...haiss....why lar u special?ahhahahah..
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{♥} 5:34 PM{♥}

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Hepi 5th Anni to both of us...
Semoga jodoh panjang hingga ke jinjang pelamin dan terus sampai ke anak cucu..
cehhh~

but......
yes...dats wat we realli hope for rite..

too bad,u'r not here to celebrate with me just like 4 years ago..hehe..but its ok i guess..
mungkin ade hikmah dari semua yg terjadi....

Love u always Fairul....
hehe..

{♥} 7:33 PM{♥}

Saturday, January 21, 2006

if there is one thing i want rite now...is to fast forward my life...and let all these shits passed me by.haha`
but i guess..i shud count myself as lucky sometimes...cos i still hav wat sum people doesnt haf.
i shud be thankful to god lar eventually..and not just keep complaining..and complaining..aik..?did i juz announced here that i am such a whiner...wakaka...im not lar ok.

had a conversation wit ustad azhari aka big papa..keke.was asking him how his life is after he graduated from UIA back then..and how he married his wife..and life after marriage lar..as in,how they cope with things..cos i need to reflect and take sum examples for the relationship im having rite now..haizz..
was saying to him that i always put money as sumting crucial..and he was saying..money is not everything..kekeke...
ya ya..i know...aniwe..shall continue the conversation later lar i guess..rite now im busy..

Mum's not well these few days... i just pray that everything wil be alrite..she'll be 60 soon...i dun wan anithing to happen to her until she see me married..DUH..keke..

{♥} 2:09 AM{♥}

Thursday, January 19, 2006

i dunno why she keep saying about wanting to see me get married..
mum's not well lar dis few days....pity her.but it invites tears deep in my heart...not at my eyes lar..(tears expensive ok!)..haha
told fairul wat mum said..and so sad hearing his reply...i know it must be hard for him larr...so sad.
i dun wan to pressurize him about engagement or watsoever..all i want is him to graduate dis year...and pursue wat he wants..
i dun want me to be a barrier for him to stop achieving wat he wantts~ even though i know wat he wants in his life--dat is me!HAHAHA

23rd jan-- our fifth year together.haizz...i guess,no small celebration...cos he's away...aniwae,life will still be the same.cos..ya....we still haf 2-3 years to go...
but ya lar..anithing..kite redha je...yg penting...usaha..betui tk..ekkeke

{♥} 6:04 PM{♥}

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

went to JB juz now...had lotsa fun..becos i bought many things..
a long sleeve shirt,some undergarments..hehe,scarf,slippers,skirts..blablabla...blabla
ate roti boy..sushi..western food..ok wow.haha

aniwae...there's always sum things to laugh about with dat norainek.
HAhah..
Laugh like hell..
u know why..??
let me tell u...
we were reminded of sum stoopid conversation that onli happens to idiots lar...

was asking her sumthing..and she said:"....tak kot.."
and i asked her back suprisingly..:"huh? takot..apesal kau takot??!"

and ya...that mousy thingy...she said she called her mouse 'mousy'..

aniwae...im hepi..looking forward for nex JB trip..keke...shop shop..

{♥} 4:27 AM{♥}

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Januari 2006 is a month full of cuti's for me and RP students..haha..
mainly because..so many things happening in jan..open house..hari raya haji..chinese new year..and not forgetting,my syiokedalic off day every wednesday..woohoo..

im off to johor in the next 2 hours with norainek...thanx gerl.

haf to be cautious cos u know lar...nowdays..the baddies from johor is trying to 'share' some of singaporeans wealth with them...in simpler words..ROb..Thief...ya wadeva!

Miss him sooo much...hehe...i was lauhing my heads off dis morning and yesterday night and the nite before and the nite before before that..whenver i remembered all his stupid jokes...haha...fairul fairul...why lar u like dat..hehe..

{♥} 4:25 PM{♥}

Monday, January 16, 2006

it seems not rite sitting here..
when i know baby is having a diff times there..
his money 5o ringgit was stolen in his room..

he's so angry..
and u wuld never imagine how a gentleman like him..full of love..and good character..
blow his top..
im so scared knowing that he's angry and mengamuk satu rumah..
banged the helmet...the door...his roomates must be shocked..
cos..they know fairul is a good man..very soft-spoken...loving..gentle..
and witnessing him like dat must be a shocked..
ive seen it once...and i never want to see it again..

but then again..
wen he's a bit ok..
he went to apologise to everybody that watched him went 'amuk'..so sweet of u honey.

can u imagine..that 50 ringgit was for him to survive there for this week...
for his dinner..lunch...breakfast..
and now..he's left with onli 8 ringgit in his pocket...i wonder wat he'll eat..
i guess,he's frens will help him now wen he's realli in need.
poor baby..
and he gotta go all the way to KL which took aroun 1 hr..just to withdraw money dad had transfer..
but how to go KL..? wen he dont haf sufficient $$ to go take commuter or watsoever..

haisss..

{♥} 6:18 AM{♥}

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

i think im falling in love with baby......................again and again...hehehehe...

{♥} 11:35 PM{♥}

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

hellow

{♥} 5:51 AM{♥}

Missing You ♥



A touch of feminism

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