Monday, April 30, 2007
If in ur arms is the comfort..
then hold me tight and wrap me in ur arms..
if love that is going to unite us..
then lets not waste the time..
im soo in love with u...reali
{♥} 8:18 AM{♥}
Sunday, April 29, 2007
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Labels: i just dont want.... :(
{♥} 5:28 AM{♥}
Saturday, April 28, 2007
i screwed up big time yesterday....
appointment fixed with customer...and the engineers didnt arrive for the appointment..
becos...
i forget to give the details to the engineer......and the engineer is not at fault..
mati mati... :x
its realli deep shit...cos..customer might be angry..furthermore...its a business customer...
aniwae..if there is a big issue caused by this case...please sacked me...so that i can leave the place right away.
and if i am sacked....i would be a happy girl..
ahahahahahhaah....
aniwae...i felt so much appreciated for the lunch and the time taken by company to actualli came down and see me...and explain to me the new procedures they are going to implement in order to ease my burden...
the deal was made..by 15 May..if things are still like dis...if i am still going back at late hours...im going to say sayonara to this position...and they will not stop me again dis time...
they promise to ease my burden.....i shall see....
{♥} 9:21 AM{♥}
Sunday, April 22, 2007
so the meeting was quite ok...except that, it was quite embarassing for me at first..cos, firstly, i was late.
second, i am the only girl among the men there..the engineers were all funni people,but in meeting, they joked all nonsense and dirty stuffs...hahaha!!!! giler la..
i laughed la..cos they were funni people...but irritating dirty jokes..
received : positive feedbacks, and claps...blabla..but i dun need all this..i need support... :(
after meeting, boss wants to meet personally, and so we had a meeting, with our new
Project
Manager(Mr. Hari..i think)..but he's duty will onli commence May.
talked and discussed about some issues, and boss was introducing me to the
PM.. they made it clear to me, the business aspects..and blabla..well, i realli feeel that landing in this
hell job is somehow realli an exposure to me..
on the other hand, i had to tell the boss..which ive made it clear to him that...if they cant find another 2 people by end of this month..i wil collapse soon.
Ive worked so hard for this fewmonths..but i need at least 2 more people behind me to support the workload (
since Hanis had magically vanished)...
the boss understood..and promised me hard that they will find and recruit 2 new colleagues for me..
i hope this happen..if not...i will collapse..sure will collapse..
Labels: I love u..my strong pillar..
{♥} 6:16 AM{♥}
Friday, April 20, 2007
tmr is company's monthly meeting.. i dunno whether to go..cos thinking that i'll be the onli gerl among the engineers...cos..hanis had went MIA....haiya~~!!!!talk about this girl...makes me sooo blooody dissapointed+ angry+sad..and i am so embarassed...two malay girls..went MIA and just dissapeared from office..and never to return...
the company is taking legal actions now...and the big boss had been calling me up...talking to me..where is this girl..do i know where she vanished to?this is embarassing..why do
org melayu kite do this...this is
not professional...
AT ALL.this is not some part time starbucks or coffebean job or tuition or whateva...this is in corporate companies...and u shudnt vanish just like dat...avoiding calls...blabla..ur bf and cousin said
u're under depression...?!! then how about me...i went thru stress and depressed to at work too..and so do other people in the office....its not onli u!!!!
arghh..wats even worse...the company
pass card is with her. a piece of dat
card..cos 100 dollars...and when she vanished like dat..it means, the card is with her..and there's security isssue now..
her bf sms me yesterday nite..asking me to meet her today@lunchtime..to return the pass card...wtf rite..i cannot get involve la in dis thing.
dis morning..her cousin sms-ed me plak..to meet up and pass the card..can u people dun pester my life..!!! im oredi busy with work...dun give me headaches...
Big boss called my hp, and adviced me not to get involve and not to meet her to pass the card...
let her face the legal actions....
im sory girl...i cant help u...u brought this to urself...
but im dissapointed..realli dissapointed with u..u went MIA like dis...and ur workload just came rolling back to me...
:(Labels: gaji nak byk., mindset sesetengah org melayu kite:keje taknak lebih
{♥} 6:44 AM{♥}
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
on mc today...and i get to know that hanis is leaving us :(aniwae..becos i am pro-holistic education, i like her to continue her studies to polytechnic (she had justgraduated from ite)...and wish her all the best.I am thinking of leaving on June or May..but think again...i have to kumpul duit for
('me and fairul's plan) dis year...
aniwae....the pay is
good(i mean g.o.o.d) currently for a fresh grad like me(even though the work is killing me upside down inside out)
i hate working..i want to skool my entire life can or not??
:( :( :(bought another shoe at
Pedal Works...
oh oh! mati mati...!!why did i bought the shoe?? simply irresistable..cos..there are more than 3 shoe stores at
Amara..and i have plenty of time after having my lunch....shit shit shit...
met fai today..and had lunch together.. and he informed me that, by
May or June, i can start choosing the ring.....
hepinyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
{♥} 6:51 AM{♥}
Sunday, April 15, 2007
work has been good to me..i mean, emotionally wise..im doing quite ok..
i am trying to be good at planning and scheduling..but i still hate DELL computers..haha..
but i am still in the process of learning..
received another email from another recruiter.. offering me another job opening..near tuas area..haiyaa..last two weeks.. Raymond from Manulife were calling me too on my hp, asking me to join Manulife..but i said 'not now' cos im alreadi in Unisys..hehe. i advised him to call me again by end of this year, to see if I am changing job by end of this year or not.
why isit, when im getting ok with my job...all these offers started to pour in..and making me fickle minded all over again.. (eh, i am fickle minded la!) :x
Just bought a new addition to my life..
(K800i)..
aniwae...a dream phone..but its not like the line will always be busy..u people call me la..im very bored.. :(
Labels: i am sori for everything that happen..but the secrets were never revealed by me.. :(
{♥} 5:59 AM{♥}
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
syukur to YOU ALLAH.....................................
alhamdulilah...
for granting....
the rezeki..
the position that i had..
the patience..
the person that i love whole-heartedly..
the life...
Labels: a stepping stone to a more comfortable zone.
{♥} 7:05 AM{♥}
Sunday, April 08, 2007
i need my weekends.....a long long one...
ive been eating too much .....because im under stress.
{♥} 5:51 AM{♥}
Saturday, April 07, 2007
went to johor yesterday...hmm...not a good day thing to start with..it was jammed pack at the malaysian immigration..people were standing for 3 hrs just to get the passport stamped.and it was a chaotic moment..people were shouting here and there..it was uncontrollable..there were fights here and there...and to add a bit spice..the pakcik beside me were quarelling with an angmoh woman..and the woman pushed him aside and it goes to my direction..i was being pushed along as well..haha
it was realli chaotic..and scary la...
but i have him by my side..so i felt secured..
watched 'jgn pandang belakang' at city square..haha...very scary..u peeps must watch..
im actualli so much in love..and im falling in love..
fairul....im readi for it...tell them im readi if they're coming .
Labels: moments spent with u were never enuf
{♥} 5:56 AM{♥}
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
went home early today....
unisys is recruiting people..our workload with Dell projects are like SO MUCH...and we have issue here which is....NOT ENUFF MANPOWER...haiss..
so they are recruiting..i just hope that with the presence of another two manpower...we dun have to go back late everyday..and i will be hepi if i can go back like dis everyday..hehehe
i seem to look ugly these days..cos i ate rice almost everyday(
which im not suppose to)..and i eat even at night..(
which i am not suppose to do too)...
i drink soft drinks and cold drinks(
which i avoid and are not suppose to consume everyday)..
:( but i dun care...for now la.
got a meeting to attend on 21st Apr...im very lazy..but its a must to go..as it is a monthly meeting and the bosses and the engineers and us (the slc's ladies) must be there..sianz.
my supervisor advised me to stay and hold my resignation becos..this job have career advancement and a bright future..but im weak..i cant tahan the challenges..haha...
its good to be able to perform prayers in office..even if it's on the staircase.
Labels: Fairul..i miss u so much..so much my love.
{♥} 7:08 AM{♥}
