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Thursday, October 26, 2006

ok here I am in skool...
i entered the class (15mins late)...and jook bee teased...'wahhh abby...long holiday ah...'
hahahah...setan betui!keke

recap on raya :

it was a splendid raya...as I grew older..it means a lot to me ~
dis year..sedaras frm KL and melaka came to singapore..to my house...and spent 3 days...
lots of fun...and bonding session for my adik2 sedara..

the dread part is.--> my houz is in a mess..F$%^&%^!!
I admit at times...I am obsessed in making my houz look neat and nice..and 'pretty'..
But these kids...they juz dunno how to value my keringat.....im so sad..

Malam raya..I made the bed..with the newly fresh bedsheet+comforter...and put a thai silk..which cost a bomb..as part of the decoration....(BUT THAT WAS BEFORE THE KIDS CAME FROM KL)

shit shit shit.

{♥} 7:16 PM{♥}

helo peeps...
selamat hari raya to all of u,..
i actuli suppose to post la dari hari tu..
but then...
the computer cant be use...simply because..

i was freaking busy since malam raya..
sampai lah hari ke tiga...~

please patiently wait k....

later i post post la byk2..keke

{♥} 12:19 AM{♥}

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

i was practically trying to be sour when talking to him...
and he knows how to end my sour acts...
just by saying...

"alah syuk syuk (yucks rite? but he called me that short form for busyuk)...jgn la jual mahal.."

and i burst out laughing....

idiot norfairul bin abdul sahar.

hmph!

{♥} 8:01 AM{♥}

Today sucks....hmph!
its compulsory to wear formal for 'sales management' class..shitness..haha..
so...the class is like a small office with employees working haha..with the formal wear and all..haha
..
i was late (eh wait..did i ever cum early to class?)...cos..im busy hunting for my heels shoes..dun expect me to wear slippers with my formal clothes...cheetttt!
haha

presenting time..its at lecture hall for godsake!!astagfirullah..with the 'clients'..so nasty sia...if they get bored..they'll just yawn in front of u..and shoot questions until u are dumbfounded..haha..terrible rite..

but that happens in reality..when u are doing sales to some BIGGG people...they dun care about how u feel...all they want is to satisfy their inquiries and all..freak!

{♥} 7:50 AM{♥}

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Today is sunday..went out of the house early in the morning while other people were still in bed..(i kinda dragged my feet to get out of bed too~ cos its sunday se)haha..
but demi kerja kebajikan...I woke up..I made my way to Darul Arqam@geylang..becos today..ada agihan of sedekah utk fakir miskin...I AM FULL OF SMILE TODAY>>>senyum itu sedekah kan?keke

some things to share....
im glad dat i gave a helping hand on today's majlis agihan..
Im touched...sayu...sedih....looking at the senior citizens/elderly...dgn tongkat..dgn wheelchair...waiting for their turn to receive the money...
I realli hope they are blessed with ramadhan mubarak..and may they have a good aidilifitri..

But there were some people..who I dun want to comment..but terdetik jugak di hati ni....(afterall im just a human being)..

I ushered those came with letters...and also to the walk in cases..and some are complaining:"adek.lama ke tak nak tunggu"...and all i could answered "insyallah..~ skejap lagi ye...sabar kak".

and then theres one lady "BINGIT AR~$#%^&*()(*%$#%$^%&^&"
masyallah...u came there...hoping to receive sumbangan ikhlas sedekah...and there u were..making nasty comments..
tak bole la gitu..~ but i keep smiling..afterall...its fasting month.

and some came...with tattoes on their body..hand..and the women's were at times...wearing sexy clothes...masyallah...masyallah...~ thats all i can say.

{♥} 8:13 AM{♥}

Friday, October 13, 2006

its too much~
I dreamt of purchasing a lace-black-peeptoe-wedges (wedges is a shoes la in case u think its the KFC wedges) with sexy straps..
I was practically smiling from ear to ear....cos i OWn the shoes~

but not until..... KRINGggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!
alamak..potong steam...~ its the alarm clock...begging me to wake up for sahur..
haisss~

Fairul said "awak racun..awak juga penawar dan pengubat hati kite kalau luka.."
Awwwwwwwww~~ He is sooo sweet....... *i feel like crying*

{♥} 1:04 AM{♥}

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

[Bear with me for a while..its a mushy entry here..]

I miss fairul soo much...feels like crying....he's back in malaysia for 2-3 days to finish up his thesis.
im sooo touched when Hajar said fairul is so soft-spoken..yes people..he's a soft spoken guy..and the voice tone is always kept at level 1...unlike me..its always level 4- 8...hahaha!
Because of his good manners and soft spoken....that one time he was furious with me will always be remembered....haha...even till the day i am old and all shaky...

for the last 5 years...he had always treat me rite...of cos theres squabbles here and there la..

but he's just too good..seriusly...if jodoh aku da takde lagi dgn dia..i wish to congratulate the woman who got him.haha! *but for now..i am the woman..and I am enjoying the treatment..haha.
He's trying to catch up for all the times that he had left me in singapore...he would fetch me from skool all the time..and give me subuh wake up msgs and sumtimes calls....

last saturday he came and break fast in my house..mum was soo ever delighted to see him...he's just soothing to her eyes la..
and after break fast....took our wudhuk/ablution from home..me and fairul went to Masjid Hasanah for our Terawih..

its the sweetest moment...its more romantic than watching the sunset during maghrib, i tell u!
ya allah...~~ panjang kan jodoh kami ..............amin amin.....

*notice the bapok hair...~Hahahahaha!!!

{♥} 9:15 AM{♥}

it was a splendid evening yesterday..eventhough few people went to geylang...a few back out in the last moment..maybe ada hal masing2...
went to Haig Rd for break fast..and me and hajar went to arqam for Maghrib...and guess wat...! met with fadhlurrahman and faisal...those 2 colleague of mine.haha!

aniwae....reached home 11.30 pm..late..but i was all smile...~~
wanna know why...cos I just owned a beautiful heels from MANIQ...

notice theres a red red little marks on the inner part..its because of my henna la dropping off..haiyo

me,hajar and shaliza did henna..hahaha..
its worth it i tell u.....3 bucks onli sia.........haiss..best ar..

I wanna express my opinion on the peeoplee i saw at geylang...but it will be on my next post insyallah...masyallah is the onli word i can say all nite long....

{♥} 8:22 AM{♥}

Saturday, October 07, 2006

it was an entertaining nite last wednesday...iftar together with them.held at pasir ris..yeah, quite at 'hujung tanjung' for us..the west and north people..
nevertheless..it feels better to have a change of venue sumtimes....

Mum's health is not on a good light nowadays...she's been caught up with flu..and a blocked nose...and her super-high+ loud voice have become teeny weeny...i dunno..but there's improvement la since the visit to clementi polyclinic last wednesday...

I am supposed to go to Darul Arqam today...volunteering work recommended by fadhlu..but cancelled it last minute today...cos, fairul is coming to break fast at my house..hehe..nasib fadh tak marah aku..kensel last minute.

Fairul insists on coming..after endless pleadings to visit my mum...he felt bad, not visiting her...cos all these while...mum 'hulur' him some $$ for him (whenever she sees him)to belanja while studying at Malaysia..ni mesti kes terhutang budi...

Aniwae...that Mat Jenin is coming later..and I better start changing into a proper dressing...dunno whether we are going to terawih together...hmm...see later la how..

{♥} 1:53 AM{♥}

went to break fast at Suntec city SiAm Kitchen....yesterday.
Initially, I craved and wanted to die die eat at Pizza Hut Suntec City (why Suntec rite?? cos, it gives privacy and not much people.haha)

But there was an ex-irsyad gerl..must be our juniors la..she was sooo super paiseh when she saw me and Fairul standing looking at the Pizza hut Menu outside...maybe cos, she knows both of us...and she's not wearing a tudung.. (haha)

Okla...so we give face to her..and decided to go for Siam Kitchen...
It was a buffet for 19.90 per person plus 1.99 of free flow ice lemon tea..altogether..it cost us more than 40 bucks..
Fairul was such a chatterbox yesterday..haha...and halfway eating...he excused himself and go berak..(like shit kan?haha)..and the intention is to clear some space...so that he can engorged himself more with the food..hahah!! stupid shit theory..

aniwae...he's wearing too simple yesterday...and with that kind of hair (no wax nor gel i tell u)it looks like a wig...i swear! and he thinks the same too..wakakkakakakakkaka...

{♥} 1:37 AM{♥}

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

I dun like R...seriusly....ya allah...~ i dun wish to hate him..but his f*cking theory makes me sick..
i know he's restricting N life...
but come on la....

there's no need to say ... "volunteering work leads to scandalisme.."

is this the mentality of malays..
come on la.......
its not like its a clubbing activity or foam party..
this is mosque and darul arqam activity..
for the month of ramadhan...

masyallah...cetek nye ilmu pengetahuan manusia..kadangkala..ungkapan yg memaparkan kebodohan..........

aku tak suke!!

{♥} 10:32 PM{♥}

Monday, October 02, 2006

i made fairul a 'bit' worked up juz now..haha...
the routine when meeting him is to salam him and greet him with a smile..
but it wasnt the case for today..

i was such in a hurry.... plus the fact that I had just escaped from the freaking draggy lesson(..i dun like management information system...super boring..and i am absolutely not performing se in this lesson..i had less to talk...and often lost in my own world.. *tarik tarik rambut*)

fairul came to complete his thesis in my laptop...but instead..i hurried and just dashed off without even greeting him...i was in a hurry to go bugis...and i left him behind...haha..

he was furious by my attitude-ness (got such word ke?)...aniwae...he kept quite...( a sign that he's A.N.G.R.Y)..
and quiet...
and that face..yes..i recognise 'that' specific expression....yerp..he's angry with my attitude..i know..very rude.

i asked him too many times on the way to bus interchange.. "awak ni nak teman kite go bugis ke takk..~"..

as a confirmation....he ticked me off by saying... "jangan tanye lagi....!"

PERIOD.

its confirmed he's angry..hehe..but its for a while je..cos, I eksyen2 carry my bag..as if it weighs a tonne...and automatically he said.." sayang..let me carry ur bag..."

ouh man...that eyes...full of love....hehe..

The tactic works la..~woohoo..

{♥} 6:45 AM{♥}

Sunday, October 01, 2006

its been a while since i blog panjang2..
maybe im beginning to feel lazy...
The time is not good..to do FYP...in the fasting month...haiss..realli realli not good.

it feels weird...that Eznillah didnt contact me when I volunteered myself oredi..I gave him 3 names, Ridhwan, ZEe, and me...
and he promised to contact me last last week..but unfortunately,he didnt...ok la..
lets put it this way...i offered help, but he didnt contact me back...so i shudnt be the one worried..

PERIOD.

one more thing, its a bliss...getting a chance to break fast with him.....he''ssss soooo sweet...and he looks good...

but the hair ar...realli hard la..those wax must be such a pain in the ass to remove.

{♥} 7:20 AM{♥}