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Thursday, September 28, 2006
blablabla...ive just realised...how many of you people visited my blog..and keep reading...(nyeyehehehhee).. but never tag on me...
{♥} 9:45 PM{♥}
YES aarr~!! i cant wait to receive the ELLE wallet I bid from Yahoo Auction..yeehaa.. its red in colour..~ its my first time having a red wallet..haha.. its ok...for fun..its time to change a new wallet..the one i have now is all torn and tattered.haha..
still new and tjs is an authentic ELLE wallet.haha.
{♥} 7:17 PM{♥}
Sunday, September 24, 2006
today was a bit kecoh la before going to terawih.. hilman and azrie...its their first time terawih...these kids are equalli excited...
i realised how important it is to have religious knowledge..dan semestinya....sebagai org islam..jangan buta al-quran....
I admit, at times...I left behind part of my schedule of reading quran....maybe I am too busy with dunia ...haiss...manusia...seringkali lalai.... i admit at times...my mind is occupied on how to make money..where i can find money...when i will work...blablabla... nevermind la...hope things change as time pass by.... ramadhan kali ini.....means another chance for me....i hope i do well as a muslim.
I am looking forward to volunteer and spend my time at darul arqam....at least,i can spend sum time there..and make new frens... had a good talk with fadhlu yesterday...ok la.....talk about cikgu zul with his agenda.....irsyad...and blabla...and cant believe that EVEN HE KNOWS about our petition to cikgu zul...which makes cikgu zul dun want to talk to us untill now...or perhaps forever..!!! hahahhaha
its soo contradicting... i keep saying to people.. single is good... enjoy and live life to the fullest.... study for as long as u can....and blabla..
and here I am..in a relationship... I dunnnoooo............................................k stop it......
wakakaka.... i think I am confusing myself....
ok now..... a quick update on today.
today skool reopened....yeay! and guess waht la...today is Cyber Law.. wat the freaking &^%$#$@&&**(!! first day.......and its alreadi Law......
one folder of resources..too many to read...which i skipped some.... I swear at one time....i was staring blankly at the laptop screen..and just stare... too much to read....
and cant believe..our team presentation was onli 9 slides...i expected law modules...shud have more slides to present..haha..
guess im wrong la.
{♥} 7:34 AM{♥}
Monday, September 18, 2006
its not that I am being prejudice, but this entry is all about my own society.. I cant understand (or maybe Im not bright enuff to understand), why must a malay-born-muslims....have tattoesssss all over their body.drinking liquor..etc...
again, I am not being prejudice or trying to express irrational opinions about my own beloved society..isit society or community ek?? ok la...watever it is...it shud be "masyarakat melayu". paham2 je la sendiri.
I am overly distracted yesterday..with the dikir barat people.. pardon me if i am in the wrong..but i sense insensitivity in them...yesterday was a ramadhan awareness campaign, and it was a proper majlis..
Dikir barat people were invited.ok that's fine to me. But with their girlfrens, in a sexy clinging clothes..at that kind of majlis...dun they feel a tad embarrassed. smoking...gerls and boys...hugging.after performance, near the backstage...i dun think that's appropriate..its an eyesore..ape lagi, there were ustaz all around the place.. do it sumwhere else please... at least give sum respect to the people there.
yeah...maybe I am not open-minded..or perhaps..not cool enuff.But this is sumthing everybody shud take responsibility.
Forgive me again..i am not perfect too...
{♥} 2:34 AM{♥}
Sunday, September 17, 2006
AND TODAY...I met Him....after 1 year of "friendship" which was cut offf by me...due to some reasons...I met him finally in person.. but from far je...........
he's now an ustaz.young ustaz to be exact,and im proud of him somehow.. .masyallah.....the moment i saw him (thanks to fazidah for pointing to me).. the heart beats fast...adrenaline rush...i tried to calm myself...im trying to refrain myself from recalling all the things..but i cant help it... why Allah...why do i have to bear this small little piece of 'sentiment'.....im attached to fairul...
aniwae..i dun think HE knows me animore.(or maybe tadi dia buat2 tak kenal and taknampak). i dun wan to mention his name here...because, today, i heard they called him ustaz M.F.Shah..... so its better if his name is not mention here...
its been nearly a year oso since the last time I blocked him from msn,frenster...just to erase the reminiscence of his sweet talkings to me while he's in azhar..i know he's back in singapore for good..and i hope that HE forgive me for all the hopes i gave HIM dat time...it was all a mistake...we nearly fell in love... To fairul: im sorry it happened.aniwae...it was all last year's..
..aniwae...i have to ikhtiar... Fairul's heart mesti dijaga....afterall, fairul was the one im attached too.....
i dunnoe la.....
{♥} 6:35 AM{♥}
huArghhhhhh!~ quite tired today..im glad i joined todays event at tampines....Ramadhan Youth Challenge - for the awareness of Ramadhan......
It was worth it for me...and I hope i can attend more of these activities...especially during the ramadhan period...im trying to keep myself super busy....and rekindled the life of being a muslim youth like i were during my Alkhair beliawanis days...
yesterday was the event at SP auditorium...i received a bursary from LBKM.alhamdulilah..even if the amount was not as I expected, im still thankful to Allah... I was amazed and felt proud of our Malay community, there were many malay muslims studying on higher level...masyallah..so amazed and proud to be part of them... it is my amanah now to graduate gracefully from RP..and get a stable job...and start contributing back to them.
{♥} 5:35 AM{♥}
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
ok I AM GUILTY...!!! cos...yesterday..
i bought another 2 pair of pumps.... i did say a lot of times rite..im getting shoe crazie...
hehehehe..........
but blame this big old feet.....
sumtimes..i cant get the shoes i want...even though it looks nice on the shelves...but it didnt ok on my feet..damn. aniwae...
im happi...hehehehhe..cos i still get shoesssss i want..
PEOPLE--> If u peeps happen to see any great looking shoes...with size 40-41 (there we go!i announced my size oredi..i know i know..very big..keke).. please inform me thru email...msn...sms...or col...ok....keke....
YAT...thanx for the info.....about the shoes in raffles place....I Will go and hunt it there...when I got my pay...hehehehe...muah!
{♥} 2:27 AM{♥}
Ive just uploaded last weeks pix...simply because..im one hellavu lazy person to upload pixxies to blog.keke..
aniwae...wat is stories without pixx rite...
sorila.. first pic must be bigger than the rest...because owner of the blog wants a bit more focus at her la.
cousinzz outing.. ni budak duorang....nani and asiah..
mind all the pixxies with the 3 of us...cos we had a hard time balancing the camera on that day....tangan taik for the day...haha
{♥} 1:16 AM{♥}
Thursday, September 07, 2006
im having the emo mood rite now....... haiss.. and this song..... if onli i can make fairul hear the lyric of the song...
its not that IM a big fan of Datin Siti N.H..but her melodious voice never fails to brighten up my day...or put me directly in the emo-mushy or watever u called it
Try and listen lah to the song...quite nice...ignore the fact that shes married to a duda anak empat...hahahaha.... serious la....listen ok!!!!
Cahaya Cinta...
DIA telah menentukannya kita bertemu dan bercinta inilah oh takdirnya bukan kerana harta inilah citra cahaya cinta
pintu hatiku telah kau buka tak mampu ku menafikannya kejujuran diberi kasih takkan terhenti ini bahagia yg kucari
sayangi daku peluklah daku janji denganku semai cinta nan satu
Tuhan menguji Tak kan berhenti Hanya ku pinta sama setia menjaga hingga ke alam syurga
{♥} 6:52 AM{♥}
i am getting shoe-crazie (if there is such terms la)......
the money that Ive collected for my Genting trip.was spent on the shoes..3 shoes in a row babe.haha went for a shoe-hunting session yesterday at Orchard Rd, with the 2 kids..my adik sedara.haha.. i look sane outside...but inside of me...was going lalalala...and wow..wohooo..when I finally found the shoes i like...and all the shoess...with of course!MY SIZE...
u see....its kind of hard for me to find shoes...(and i cant believe my adik sedara too having the same prob finding her shoe size....i guess it runs in the family) and when I finally found a shop...with the beautiful shoes...with my size....i cant help..but GRABBBBBBB it!hahaha....
on the other hand..i felt guilty...cos,I am the most enthusiatic people on earth when my trips kaki planned for genting.....and here i am..spending half of the money....for the shoes i cant resist ..
I cant imagine..going to KL with onli 150 dolars in hand...i need at least 200++ for KL...cos..afterall,its Kuala Lumpur we are talking about..its not just another plain Malacca or johore...
I want to go badly to Genting with them..but I am thinking of november..or even december..but maybe, all of them wants to rush the date before my beloved frens go back egypt..so they planned for september...haiss..... aniwae..i cant be selfish...and cannot think for myself..therefore..im letting this Genting-hoohaa enthusiasm go away..........go go away....come again another day... =( =( =( =(
{♥} 1:48 AM{♥}
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
yesterday was a wonderful time spent actualli...even though im practically dragging my feet there.. it was PHP workshop...and with hajar..hehe...we were 'multi-tasking', watching ina-mawi at you tube...haha.. dis u must see la ok..ina ohh ina..........ketawa giler se.. my point of view--> she's being manipulated and being made "dumb" in the limelight. buat ape la terhegeh hegeh kalau org da tak sudi..
{♥} 7:57 AM{♥}
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A touch of feminism
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Attached.NorFairul.
Waiting for De day to come.
Money is part of everything.
