** If I am not Meant to live with you** tell me now than Im wasTing my**Lifetime on You

Monday, December 25, 2006

my weight had increased recently..
i dunno...maybe too much appetite or just plain nafsu...
aniwae...i realised how hard it is...all those 'front-line' people....
dealing with customers......me and anek encountered some rude people this week..and it realli hurt me...argh! how rude can a person be se!!!!arghh....~ ruthless, heartless animals!

aniwae....ive been working straight...everyday..for the past two weeks..i guess...haha! mum said i often work..and she was reminding me again...about marriage! oh shuckss....~ dun remind me...i havent even found my permanent job yet....see la...my fyp oso sangkut...how can i still think of nailing that perfectly dream job..haha!

fairul's dad is in hospital for almost 2 wks now..and i've just told mum like 2 days ago...and she was nagggin at me (yak yak yak)...saying how stupid i can be..not telling her such things...she die die want to visit..but i was reluctant...selagi blom ada 'dat ikatan'....im dun realli want her to meet them..

ok la..want to watch suria rite now...and lazy to continue blog..
later continue la....tata

{♥} 5:34 AM{♥}

Thursday, December 21, 2006

its been boring..no no...its not that I am bored with fairul..
i was kepo-ing in fresnter...but amazingly...i dun feel entertained..
maybe its just me...i dunno..

i just want to relax...and spent endless time with fairul...but i know i cant do dat...cos both of us got own obligations to attend to...
haiss...life kind of sux huh..

im soooo pokai this month....i cant even afford to buy fairul his berfday present..countless times he said it was ok..and it didnt matter to him cos whats important is im by his side..but i just dun feel syiok enuff just saying 'Happy berfday awak'.
his berfday card i painted him 4 weeks ago..was also left unattended..why am i like dis..?
its actualli a careful plan to make the card..with definite 'architecture' (cheh, mcm buat building)..and style..
but hey......why is it still not in his hand??

gosh...im soooo doom.

i want another proper+romantic date/trip to vivocity with him this january..after I got my salary...at least...i can shop there oso.haha!

{♥} 6:22 AM{♥}

Saturday, December 16, 2006

happy belated berfday to Norfairul bin abdul sahar...happy 25th berfday to be exact....haha!

fairul...i know people mite talked..and i know they do...but dont care about them...wat do they know....they didnt know...what do they feel...they dont feel what we feel.....
hehe...

aniwae..i appreciate ur many many kindness...and i mean real kindness...even when at times..i slapped ur rear end cos its too tonggek to me and too fluffy and meaty...mcm pompuan kabaret...geram..haha!

however, as much as i dont care...i do care how much longer we are going to wait..i dunno i told u oredi or not..but the material was alreadi here..and im considering where to find a good tailor... *cheeky*

okla...better stop it now..before everything goes out here....as what u and i always say...selagi belom dekat masanya...selagi itu belom pasti....so we have to keep it low and nice and steady...and just wait for the time to come..haha!
meanwhile...continue with the financial planning..
shhh!!!! again again!shhhh.....hehehehehheheheheheheheheheheh

{♥} 6:06 AM{♥}

so...we went back to singapore by train....its a 10 hour journey....left KL Central at 10pm...and reached singapore at 9 am...gosh'! it felt so good to be home.haha!
during the journey home...at 1am in the morning..these two makciks were playing trick with me sia!!

how could they......they tricked me la!!!!

at 1 am in the train.i saw mum and wakyong were sleeping soundly...so,having the urge to go to the toilet, I went and left my sling bag (contains : My Passport, Nokia Hp,Elle Wallet,Andalus office's Keys and etc)........i left it there on the seat,taking for granted that no thieves are born in this world..

so, came back from toilet, sat back and flip flipflip my magazines....wen...EH!!!!!! My bag are gone!!
I had no choice but to panic...and had no choice but to wake up mum...told her in a panicky -I mean REAL PANIC +worried voice...that I lost it!
and these two makcik were worried...I searched High and low...and at the verge of crying...I FOUND IT!!!

u know where tak??! these two makcik....hid it under their sweater....ASSTAGGFIRULLLLLAAHHHH!!

ni dua orang berlakon se dgn aku....wakyong and mak shud win the best female actress...haiss..takde keje kan mak aku.

{♥} 5:32 AM{♥}

ok ok...
its been a long time since i last update my blog....
wen to KL with the two makciks...no! i mean...real Makcik...my mum and wakyong...
haha!
its quite boring la...but they are funni people...hais..

to tell u the truth, im not that comfortable sleeping at cik mai's house..no! its not that I am some stuck up biatch or watsoever..its just that....its NOt comfortable...the toilet...hmmm...yucks(i can say nothing of it).
but I love my aunt and i love my cousins...they are all a wonderful bunch of relatives...hehe..

At last..during the last day...mum said that we were better off staying at the hotel..haha! see,told you since the first day we went kl se!but u didnt heed my advice..haha!

{♥} 5:27 AM{♥}

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

its holiday...yoohoooo...
ahahaha..
which means...i got plenty of time to slack at home...im lovin it!!
just came back from kampung...cousin married la....

and dis saturday...got to go KL plak....ishhh~....mak is pestering me sia to go KL....hmmph!
i tink she cant bear to leave me alone here...or perhaps...she is scared aku bawak fairul balik rumah...nauzubillah....haha... tak mungkin....im not dat daring..keke...

cum to tink of it...its just a matter of time that I will be graduating from RP..
and by feb 07 (i tink feb la)....i gotta start looking for jobs..and if i am to further my studies...i gotta support my ownself...cos mak is dying to retire...shes tired...and sick and old...its ok mak...i understand what ur going thru....

hehehehe........

{♥} 7:44 PM{♥}