Sunday, September 09, 2007
im always worried about my future..this and that..will i be able to do this..and that...can i achieve this and that..how much$$$ i will be having the next 10-20 years...im always insecured..
I missed fai somehow...not like its one month that we didnt go out dating..but somehow..there's this wonderful feeling inside..could not be describe..ok watever.
ive cried so much on this job im having...my first job after i graduated frm poly..my first taste of the corporate working world..and my first real experience that somehow can contribute to my resume..haha.
Ramadhan(fasting month) is coming..and its important for me to break fast at the break of dawn with family members...but can i do that now?? not when im at this job... :(im sad....veri sad...looks like me and kiki wil be having our buka in the office instead on weekdays..I am veri determine to look for other jobs...but first..i must find the courage to 'throw' that letter to my cmpany...I must do it..i must...
and i felt guilty cos ive rejected a working opportunity in aljunied..at my friend's work...hais..
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