** If I am not Meant to live with you** tell me now than Im wasTing my**Lifetime on You

Saturday, May 05, 2007

im a little upset...
due to the work..and more responsibilities...
due to a person who changed semenjak naik pangkat at work..
and due to someone...who same kepala as me..leaving the company..leaving me..!due to the director of the company's attitude..she just cant take it animore.. she's leaving me just as i was about to get emotionallly stable with the job..she's helped me a lot..im overall upset..but im knwo she had suffered so much...i wish her all the best..and support her decision.

im also upset....
that I cant pursue the deg this year.. even if its a part time, i cant afford it yet.. *teribbly dissapointed with my life* :(

and more upset that
im putting more and more weight becos i ate so much when im stress...and i dont glow like i use to nowadays... :(

i dunno what will happen early june...the leader is going away for a week..will i be leading the team for a week nanti? i just dont want...!!!! i cant do this... im still unsure of some things... im soo scared if something comes up and im not able to mend it... :(

i want to vanish....i want to dissapear.... i want to be invincible.... :(

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