Monday, March 12, 2007
I was shaking..and trembling since 10 am just now..i had to do plan scheduling..to send our company's outsource engineers from different vendors out to customers location..arghh..we are controlling the engineers..so even though they are engineers..we have higher force...and more power than them.my team..we control them..so dont play play hor.
the palm was all sweaty..and im not in a good spirit today...
i nearly broke down to tears in front of the computer..nearly broke down in the office..but i chose not to, cos i've given my promise to elaine(my supervisor) during the time she interviewed me..i said
"I will not shed a tear ..never"....so i was quiet all the wayy..until
elaine sat beside me around 2pm..and pat my back..and said
"salbiah..u ok or not..."i replied
..."im not ok.." and kept quiet...
she's worried about me...
and at 4pm..she called out a meeting for me to
express what i feel..
she dont want me to quit..cos if i quit..they are
short of manpower....and its a nightmare for company's to be short of manpower..haha.
in a short and sweet description..
i was counselled just now..haiiyyya...
ok..those of u...out there baru nak berjinak2 job hunting..well, its not a bed of roses....clinching and nailing that serious job..is not just like another of ur part time..or temporary job...face it...its challenging for me...and u will not be excluded ok.but
elaine said...I will pull through..and i must benchmark myself..for two months..and i shud be ok by then..
im keeping my fingers cross..
and im smiling wide..when i think of april...my first sweettttt salary. and im talking to aman rite now..
my future AIA financial planner..i must start sumwhere..
{♥} 9:40 AM{♥}
