Thursday, December 21, 2006
its been boring..no no...its not that I am bored with fairul..
i was kepo-ing in fresnter...but amazingly...i dun feel entertained..
maybe its just me...i dunno..
i just want to relax...and spent endless time with fairul...but i know i cant do dat...cos both of us got own obligations to attend to...
haiss...life kind of sux huh..
im soooo pokai this month....i cant even afford to buy fairul his berfday present..countless times he said it was ok..and it didnt matter to him cos whats important is im by his side..but i just dun feel syiok enuff just saying 'Happy berfday awak'.his berfday card i painted him 4 weeks ago..was also left unattended..why am i like dis..?its actualli a careful plan to make the card..with definite 'architecture' (cheh, mcm buat building)..and style..but hey......why is it still not in his hand??gosh...im soooo doom.i want another proper+romantic date/trip to vivocity with him this january..after I got my salary...at least...i can shop there oso.haha!
{♥} 6:22 AM{♥}
