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Sunday, September 17, 2006

AND TODAY...I met Him....after 1 year of "friendship" which was cut offf by me...due to some reasons...I met him finally in person..
but from far je...........

he's now an ustaz.young ustaz to be exact,and im proud of him somehow..
.masyallah.....the moment i saw him (thanks to fazidah for pointing to me)..
the heart beats fast...adrenaline rush...i tried to calm myself...im trying to refrain myself from recalling all the things..but i cant help it...
why Allah...why do i have to bear this small little piece of 'sentiment'.....im attached to fairul...

aniwae..i dun think HE knows me animore.(or maybe tadi dia buat2 tak kenal and taknampak).
i dun wan to mention his name here...because, today, i heard they called him ustaz M.F.Shah.....
so its better if his name is not mention here...

its been nearly a year oso since the last time I blocked him from msn,frenster...just to erase the reminiscence of his sweet talkings to me while he's in azhar..i know he's back in singapore for good..and i hope that HE forgive me for all the hopes i gave HIM dat time...it was all a mistake...we nearly fell in love...
To fairul: im sorry it happened.aniwae...it was all last year's..

..aniwae...i have to ikhtiar...
Fairul's heart mesti dijaga....afterall, fairul was the one im attached too.....

i dunnoe la.....

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