Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Im so sorry for my dear fren...her stories...juz scare me a lot...I dunno....Im confused...i tried fitting in her situation...oh gosh...must be such a miserable life..
it sumhow changed the way i view "marriage".
what is marriage all about?? again i ask...isit all juz because of SEX? am i being too open here? well...i dun care...because this is reality...
I try my very best not to even think of marriage...but sumtimes..i cant help it..maybe because...im already with fairul for a very long time...and that im in my twentys..and blabla..
but...how do we know we are mentally prepared.....what if thinks cum tumbling down after one year....ive seen that...."manis setahun...pahit selamanya..."
yeah...life isnt that simple...even though we all would like to keep it simple.
I messaged him..telling him that i cancelled all the engagement-mariage thingy plan near the future....he convinced me enuff...but im not convinced...quite stubborn eh..well, he's not working full time yet..so,there's nothing to prove..
i dun wan to think about it as long as I can....but till when?? i duno...
changed my nick in msn to --> "U wun get poor without love.."
haha..irrational to u?? not to me certainly.
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