Sunday, May 21, 2006
Syifaa yusra is going syria...
I wish u the best of luck dear.....
and there was a small gathering at my house yesterday...
padahal sipak nak gi syria...gathering buat kat umah aku..hahaha...
aniwae..i dun mind at all.Im so happy u were given a chance to pursue there... I wish it was me who was given the same chance.... And I will leave for a moment...these stressful..under-pressure life here..Im sick of thinking and worrying about my future... Im sick of watching our Malay community in Singapore....With all the tatooes...dyed blonde hair...skimpy clothes..night-life..Masyallah....
Even worse than a non-muslim......I dun understand....why do I have to see all these...why......why...
And why...I have to wait for my love...waited so long....so long........and i cant even see the ending to all the waitings...
why why why..i Pondered.....I wondered...I asked myself......
Maybe Allah wants to test me....
its been nearly 24 hours i didnt msg baby...fighting back my tears....
I miss him soo much..
Bahhhhh~! watever lar.
{♥} 6:46 PM{♥}
