Monday, May 15, 2006
its been a smooth sailing for me all these years..and onli little little problems that came along...little little problems like not having enough money to buy this and that... how my expenses increased like nobody business due to uncontrollable spending..haha.But one problem..which doesnt seem like a big problem...problem which occupies me most of the time...or maybe, all the time...is how my future is going to be like.. my future.., with fairul painted on it...with lovely kids blessed with beautiful skin and big eyes..a job i will love..a pleasant beautiful house..it doesnt matter big or small..a happy family..the husband that leads the family well...jemaah prayers all the time...reciting quran together...and do fun-tastic stuffs together..but sumtimes..i ponder,if life permits what we imagine in our dreamland to come true..
How is going to be like...how will things go about...
Ive seen a fair share of life..and it happens a few blocks away frm my home. mum gets soo emotional wen talked about the 2 kids..they were innocent..and its not fair for them to face all this....its entirely not their fault... 2 kids(najmuddin and nasruddin)..with father roaming around,nowhere to be found..and a mother,which treats them like the 2 kids are not important to her...to and fro to the 'hotel' or wat we know as DRC..beating and scolding them when the kids refuse to go and buy her the ciggaretes she wants..these 2 kids,holding on tightly to their grandma...a heart-problem,diabetic grandma..which was divorced by her old husband for a batam women.ni lah pakcik tak sedar diri...nak pompuan cantik tapi diri sendiri.....masyallah..these kids,are innocent..and now,their freaking mum kembali ke rahmatullah..died at one of the estates area..from the highest floor to the ground...its either she was thrown down or she jumped due to excessive hallucination from drugs...
masyallah,...is this the malay community we have in Singapore...Im part of the community too, and i hope that I can contribute what i can..
{♥} 7:05 PM{♥}
